Saturday, April 30, 2005

Unloading the Junk

When running a website and a home can drive you crazy, where else can you document it all? Blogs are wonderful like that. Obviously the home is by far more important. But others will still want updates on that site! So here I plan to let those others know what is happening with the sites, and to rant a bit about the hectic life of wife and mother.

I've decided that there is simply too much junk in our home. With this much crap piling up, we may never be able to make it to Utah, where I am desperate to move. It's bad enough that a 2-3 bedroom truck costs over three thousand to rent. If we keep adding to the junk, we will need an even bigger truck! Then all hope would be lost. So, to correct this, I've dedicated myself to a few things: Fasting for three days (I need help and answers), and rampaging the house to clear it of unneeded clutter. Surely, there must be something that can go!

All in all, a move of such magnitude is no doubt going to take some time. However, there are friends of mine who want to do it in only two months! Two months?!??! It would be heaven! However, very unrealistic. I realize how unrealistic it is. But my greedy young heart is still sitting on the curb sobbing.

Yesterday, I told a good friend of mine something I haven't told anyone back in Utah. She became so worried over me that she began crying over the phone. I feel awful. Perhaps I shouldn't have told her. She has far enough to worry about, what with two children and a husband. I simply felt that she should know, being my best friend and with her trying to help us relocate our family.

With any luck, I can at least still visit. I miss home.